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Just This Once-ing
“Just This Once” is the Devil’s tagline.
We steer our own souls. And if we trim slices of it in exchange for The Devil’s Offering—usually some form of power—then that’s entirely on us.

Susan Edsall
Oct 245 min read


Unbecoming
I recently decided to re-read William Golding’s Lord of the Flies. The book was written in 1954, two years before I was born. I wanted to see if it lasted, if it was, in any way, dated. It read, unnervingly, like a contemporary novel.

Susan Edsall
Sep 306 min read


Own Your Life
The great equalizer for all of us is that we each have twenty four hours in the day. We spend it or it spends us. Tick, tick, tick. It passes reliably, unrelentingly, and irretrievably for every one of us.

Susan Edsall
Sep 222 min read


The Heart of the Matter
Your heart didn’t get the best of you, Dad. Your heart is the best of you.

Susan Edsall
Sep 154 min read


What Was Known
Terror clattered my bones and muted my voice and tasted like metal in my mouth. Terror roared in my ears as if threatening that one false move and it would blow my soul to kingdom come.

Susan Edsall
Sep 85 min read


Bringing Buen Camino to Philadelphia
I'll be performing on September 4 & 10 at the Yellow Bicycle Theatre during the Philadelphia Fringe Festival.

Susan Edsall
Sep 12 min read


Week 3 at Edinburgh Fringe
I crammed my day with shows, literally running from one venue to the next with only 20 minutes between performances.

Susan Edsall
Aug 188 min read


Week 1 at Edinburgh Fringe
I finally arrived in Edinburgh after a flight so delayed in Manchester, NH that I missed my flight to Scotland.

Susan Edsall
Aug 45 min read


How Free Are You Willing To Be?
Your evolving clarity about what your values require of you is a very hot fire to hold your feet to.

Susan Edsall
Aug 16 min read


Three Weeks in Edinburgh
I’m traveling to Edinburgh at the end of July for a full, three week run of Buen Camino. I expect I will learn plenty playing back-to-back shows for an international audience at the world’s largest and oldest Fringe Festival.

Susan Edsall
Jul 212 min read


Sugar Cube In The Mouth
Of course winning awards and receiving good reviews are useful. And you can also pull a fancy sentence about how terrific the show is from even the worst review. That’s useful, too. But when a young man looks you in the face and tells you that what you just did on stage changed his life, that’s far more than useful. That actually matters.

Susan Edsall
Jul 156 min read


What Returning to Theatre in Vermont Means to Me
When I moved to Vermont in 1986 one of the most astonishing discoveries for me was the White River Theatre Festival. I couldn’t believe my luck that in this rural part of the country, a professional theater company was doing work by Shakespeare, Brecht, Voltaire, Chekov, and Tennessee Williams.

Susan Edsall
Jul 72 min read


What Critics Are Saying About Buen Camino...
Buen Camino is everything I love about solo theatre. Susan’s command of character work is masterful; immersive and completely captivating. Watching her weave in and out of roles with such precision and heart feels like a true privilege. This is a masterclass in solo performance, filled with humor, depth, and joy. –Rheagan Wallace

Susan Edsall
Jun 273 min read


I Have This To Say About That
Beauty matters. Creating matters. I mean it matters like clean water matters. It is essential to our survival. It keeps our hearts soft and open. It focuses our minds on the truth. It makes us cry—for reasons much different and more noble than why the news makes us cry.

Susan Edsall
Jun 242 min read


Report on The Maiden Voyage
My show touches each person differently. My great pleasure is when people snag me after the performance and tell me a story, or show me a photograph, or hug me. All I care about is that they are touched. They take it from there. Art is, at its best, collaboration.

Susan Edsall
Jun 202 min read


I Wonder About AI
The downside I fear the most is one I don’t hear talked about much, perhaps because it’s small and personal and can’t be easily monetized: the value of wondering.

Susan Edsall
Jun 175 min read


The Gist of It All
Mom rarely dared to disagree—the cost was too high.

Susan Edsall
May 225 min read


Some Of What Can Be Done…
Being curious about someone’s story isn’t all that can be done, but it’s some of what can be done.

Susan Edsall
Mar 212 min read


Keep Flying The Plane
I’m scared unlike I’ve ever been scared in my life. That’s simply true. What helps me is to remember my one job: Keep flying the plane.

Susan Edsall
Mar 113 min read


Buen Camino - My Walk Through 540 Miles of Rain, Resentment, and Redemption
Buen Camino My Walk Through 540 Miles of Rain, Resentment, and Redemption Susan has a perfect life, a perfect love, and perfect...

Susan Edsall
Oct 10, 20241 min read


Fugitive Pieces by Anne Michaels
Fugitive Pieces by Canadian poet and novelist Anne Michaels might be the best book I’ve ever read in my life. I’ve had it for 25 years,...

Susan Edsall
Mar 18, 20245 min read


Signs Preceding The End Of The World by Yuri Herrera
Signs Preceding the End of the World by Mexican author Yuri Herrera is a slim (107 pages) novel that gets inside the psyche and myth of...

Susan Edsall
Mar 10, 20245 min read


Brood by Jackie Polzin
When Brood by Jackie Polzin came my way, a friend of mine worried that I wouldn’t like it. “Not depressing enough for you,” she said....

Susan Edsall
Jan 31, 20245 min read


Red Clocks by Leni Zumas
Red Clocks by Leni Zumas is a rare pleasure that I long for with every book I read, but rarely experience. The pleasure and beauty of the...

Susan Edsall
Jan 5, 20245 min read


Old God’s Time by Sebastian Barry
Well, the Irish. As writers, they don’t disappoint. Last week I was at one of those moments in life when I simply needed the comfort of...

Susan Edsall
Jun 22, 20235 min read


If You Kept A Record Of Sins, a novel by Andrea Bajani
Nothing much happens in Andrea Bajani’s book If You Kept a Record of Sins—and in that inconsequential story lies everything. It’s a...

Susan Edsall
May 26, 20236 min read


Breakfast On Pluto by Patrick McCabe
Years ago I was sitting in the bar of a Holiday Inn right off the freeway in Boston. It wasn’t exactly a dive, but it was a chain hotel...

Susan Edsall
Apr 13, 20235 min read


Doomi Golo: The Hidden Notebooks
Doomi Golo: The Hidden Notebooks by Boubacar Boris Diop is the first novel to be translated from Wolof, the most widely spoken language...

Susan Edsall
Mar 11, 20234 min read


The Book of Goose by Yiyun Li
The Book of Goose by Yiyun Li shook me up. It affected me like a slow poison. By the time I figured out what was going on, my heart was...

Susan Edsall
Feb 23, 20234 min read


Philadelphia Fire by John Edgar Wideman
What hole have I been living in that I have never read the work of John Edgar Wideman until now? I stayed up half the night to finish his...

Susan Edsall
Jan 31, 20234 min read


The Butcher Boy by Patrick McCabe
I was having rather a dry spell of reading—kept putting book after book aside. So I figured it was time to turn, again, to the Irish....

Susan Edsall
May 20, 20225 min read


This Is Happiness by Niall Williams
It’s no secret that I like depressing books—well written depressing books. I like books that get to the heart of the human matter—how we...

Susan Edsall
Apr 9, 20225 min read


Wolf In White Van by John Darnielle
I came to Wolf In White Van by John Darnielle reluctantly. Probably because it’s heavy on pop culture and involves a role-playing game...

Susan Edsall
Mar 17, 20226 min read


Lampedusa by Steven Price
Lampedusa by Steven Price, published in 2019, is the fictional account of Giuseppe di Lampedusa, the author of the acclaimed novel The...

Susan Edsall
Mar 8, 20226 min read


Mrs. Palfrey at the Claremont by Elizabeth Taylor
Mrs. Palfrey at the Claremont by Elizabeth Taylor (no, not that Elizabeth Taylor) was first published in 1971. It might be the saddest...

Craig Hausman
Feb 21, 20226 min read


The Lost Thoughts of Soldiers by Delia Falconer
The Lost Thoughts of Soldiers by the Australian writer Delia Falconer is an unusual book. It’s narrated by Captain Frederick Benteen, a...

Susan Edsall
Jan 30, 20225 min read


Hurricane Season by Fernanda Melchor
I search like a madwoman for book recommendations that I would not otherwise come across. It’s why I subscribe to four book services...

Susan Edsall
Jan 12, 20227 min read


Solar Bones by Mike McCormack
There are a few things I am glad I didn’t know before I picked up this book, the foremost being that it is one sentence long (and 217...

Susan Edsall
Dec 29, 20217 min read


Daddy’s Gone A-Hunting by Penelope Mortimer
I am so devoted to my hunt for good books, that I have enlisted the help of quite a few book services in the last couple of years—people...

Susan Edsall
Dec 21, 20215 min read


The Outward Room by Millen Brand
I dig and dig to find book recommendations. Every morning I go to lithub.com and dig through there. I follow all kinds of rabbit trails...

Susan Edsall
Dec 15, 20216 min read


The Wild Laughter by Caoilinn Hughes
The Wild Laughter is one of the best books I’ve ever read. I read it in two sittings and cried at the end. I couldn’t go to sleep for...

Susan Edsall
Dec 3, 20216 min read


Ghost Wall by Sarah Moss
I read Ghost Wall by Sarah Moss in one sitting. It's only 132 pages so the length wasn't a hurdle. It was so well-written it would have...

Susan Edsall
Nov 22, 20215 min read


History of Wolves by Emily Fridlund
I came across a note on my desk that said “History Of Wolves—BRILLIANT!” It was a book I’d read four years ago and, although I evidently...

Susan Edsall
Oct 4, 20214 min read


During the Reign of the Queen of Persia by Joan Chase
During the Reign of the Queen of Persia by Joan Chase was published in 1983. I had no idea. That's probably just as well because I am far...

Susan Edsall
Sep 11, 20214 min read


The Seas by Samantha Hunt
I am pretty much done with falling for books with reviews boasting “Magnificent!” “Dazzling!” “Brilliant!” only to find them “Meh!”...

Susan Edsall
Aug 18, 20214 min read


Independent People by Halldór Laxness
Independent People by Halldór Laxness It took me 100 pages to commit to Independent People by Icelandic author Halldór Laxness--and then...

Susan Edsall
Jul 18, 20213 min read


The End by Salvatore Scibona
The End by Salvatore Scibona I just finished The End by Salvatore Scibona and am having the same experience I had when I finished...

Susan Edsall
Jun 28, 20214 min read


The Opposites Game by Brendan Constantine
My friend Stephen sent me this link to this amazing animated poem by his friend Brendan Constantine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KO65...

Susan Edsall
May 17, 20213 min read


Schroder by Amity Gaige
Schroder by Amity Gaige Several weeks ago I posted an article by Amity Gaige about the research she did for her book Sea Wife. The...

Susan Edsall
Apr 12, 20213 min read


The Innocents by Michael Crummey
The Innocents by Michael Crummey It is both thrilling and disconcerting to come across an author whose writing and imagination are so...

Susan Edsall
Mar 8, 20213 min read
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